Special delivery

Well my drugs arrived today.....in a bloody big box.

I was told they would arrive between 8-4pm, what stupid timing, it meant I couldn't go anywhere, I was a prisoner for the day.

When they eventually arrived at 1 o'clock, I couldn't wait to have a nose and check out what I was up against! Im not sure what I was expecting but it was sort of deflating! There was this stupid purple zip up case, what its meant to be for I don't know, there was nothing in it, so now it is storing my needles, buserlin, presseries and sharps bin! the rest is in the fridge! I slightly miffed that there was no alcohol wipes included, I guess I will have to go buy some.

It all seems so more real now. My best friend and I were discussing how many eggs to have put back in, and to be honest the thought of twins scares the living **** out of me. I like the idea when they are older, 3 upwards, but its the thought of trying to cope with 2 when they are so dependant. OH would quite happily have twins..........We will make our mind up when the time comes. we have far to many hurdles to get over first.

2 more sleeps till I find out my full protacol and know whats going where and all that jazz!! Roll on Sunday!