Now I don’t think im suffering to much with “side effects” however some strange things are going on. The first one being my ability to say the most random things at the most inappropriate times. I was sitting in a meeting on Friday and decided to announce to my colleagues that I needed a wee. So very embarrassing. The second one was equally bad. I told the lovely kind bus driver I couldn’t be arsed to walk home, he didn’t even ask me anything apart from “where to”, I was in the process of sending a friend a text, so I guess it was another, say what your thinking moment. I never suffer with this but it’s becoming a recurring problem!
I know the point of the Burserlin is to induce a chemical menopause, shutting off parts of the brain that produce all those lovely FSH chemicals, but I think it is also shutting off other parts of my brain, the think before you speak part! I guess the upside is im amusing my colleagues!
The other strange thing is so far I have been waking up in the morning in the most fabulous moods. Usually im terrible, snappy and cranky, OH wouldn’t even try poking me with a stick, but the last week I have cuddled up to OH, much to his delight, floated out of bed happy and smiley and generally been on top form (mood wise). I hope this has a lasting effect!!
In all honestly though, this isn’t a walk in the park. Although there is no effect to my mood I am really tired all the time and have this dull cloth like headache that is there all day. Some days I will eat whatever I can lay my hands on and other days I crave veg and all that good stuff, I generally feel yuck most of the day.
Fingers crossed the witch will turn up in a few days, this is only the 2nd time in our whole quest for a family I can say I want the witch to turn up. I can then book my base scan to make sure I have down regulated enough. So really all going to plan I should start stimulating in a 7-10 days, your meant to feel better when that starts! Yipppeeeeeeee! xx
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