So I have started the Provera tablets and im taking them at 8 in the morning as directed! Im still not sure exactly why im taking them. From trawling the net I think it just something that can go alongside Buserlin.......I'm sure they have there reasons. I don't think they are effecting me. I have felt some weird niggles in my ovary area that I don't normally get.....I'm trying not to look out for symptoms as it will make me nuerotic. Im tired, which is pretty usual, and it is monday and I have cut out caffine.
My OH has been great and making sure im ok. Im not sure I can handle this for weeks on end, it's quite smothering, I know he means well, but its like he thinks that as soon as I pop that pill im going to become a monster.......bless him.
So tomorrow morning is my first injection. On Sunday I got one of the needles out and had a closer look. It's not as scary as it looks, I placed it against my skin and visulised actually injecting myself. It really doesn't seem scary at the moment! im quite positive that it will be ok and I wont sit there for ages willing myself to do it, or chase my self round and round. I think its going to be a 1..2..3 and in. I plan to have the TV on at the same time and hope it distracts a little. The last thing I need is OH standing over me the whole time saying "you ok" I just need to get the first one over and done with.
It still doesn't feel real. Im not sure if this is a good or bad thing? Im positive and im trying to deal with each day as it comes.................rock on tomorrow, I CAN DO IT!!
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