Well this is one hell of a 2ww! It all started really well. Felt rubbish, had lots of niggles, pains and extremly tender boobs. I have been good, no caffine alcohol, eaten healthly had reqular sleep..........but not all is good.
This morning I have been having reddy brown on the tissue after wipping! To say it has scared me is an understatement! Im freaked out something stupid. im 8days past 3 day transfer and i'm trying to stay rational.
I called the clinic, which to be honest wasn't very helpful. The said its either an irritation to the pesseries or its failing. The nurse didn't beat about the bush, didn't try to reasure me with "well sometimes it happens", basically if its going to fail its going to fail....Once I put the phone down I promptly burst into tears. This is the first time since starting this treatment I have cried.
I have told OH who is now worrying, I wish I had kept quiet to be honest. I know this isnt the end, what I have been seeing is nothing really. Its not bright red and it really is minamal, but I can't stop thinking about it.
I guess i'm going to have to wait. Test day is on the 29th and there is no reason to give up xxx
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